It’s scary how people leave scars on you; how certain people will never really vanish from the thoughts in your mind. I mean, I don’t think I will ever get over you. It’s not that I’m sad about us; but, sometimes in the middle of the day, out of nowhere, I hear your sentence quoted. I hear one of your phrases, loud in my mind, and I feel the way it goes all the way down to my heart again, destroying me like a tsunami. It overcomes you slowly. It’s like I get thrown back into the sea, and waves of my thoughts are crashing over me. I don’t know how I am supposed to get over a person, and you don’t have to. You can still cry after months about it. Even when you’re married and endlessly happy with that person, you should be able to cry about your first love. Not because you’re still in love with them, even if a little part still is, but because you will always love what you once loved. You learn to understand it. With every new moment and experience in your life, you start to understand, piece by piece, what was happening back then.
Elay Neal Moses (via perfect)

(Source: coachela)

I love my state, but Oklahoma is an unpredictable place.

I hope my friends are okay. Two tornadoes in two days is insane. I have a headache from stress and I need to sleep.

Relieved that myself and my Edmond friends are all safe.

miamiacoda:

Shit…. the death toll is now at 91…

Shit……

My god..

Tornadoes are absolutely terrible

scc09:

Never do I ever, ever, ever want to live in a tornado zone. Austin is way close enough. Goodness, I am so sorry, Oklahoma. 

Two tornadoes in two days. It’s been insane and I’m still hoping that my friends are okay. I’m so used to this weather that this all seems like a dream.

I miss you so much and I literally saw you at 5. You make me so happy. I mean really.
“Babe. I got so lucky with you.”
“Awh. :’) .. Where’d that come from?”
“My heart.”
LIKE WTF YOU’RE SO CUTE.

sometimes I feel like people don’t care about me as much as they say they do..
it could just be my paranoia..

sO IM IN MY ROOM TOKING AND I HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG ASS TIME NOW AND I LOOK AT THE CLOCK AS IM EXHALING AND ITS MOTHAFUCKIN 420 AND IM LISTENING TO SOME REAL NIGGA SHIT AND IDK I JUST GOT SO HAPPY


i am so white omf

I have a life of my own now, and nothing compares. The only thing you bring to it was all your despair. Where did it go wrong? And where have you gone? Tell me what happened, and where did you run?
Funeral Party - Where Did It Go Wrong ♪

I have been crying all day. This is day 2 without my depression meds. On top of all that, I’ve been sick for the past 4-5 days. Legitimately sick.
I finally managed to make it home from school around 2:15. I went to sleep.
I woke up to pictures of my friends all over Facebook going on little escapades everywhere, like frontier city, or just chilling out with one another.
I feel left out. I feel sick. I feel sad. I feel pissed off. And I wish I could talk to Josh, but his cunt mom took his phone.
I am so done with today.

I will be answering every single question completely honestly.

All you have to do is ask me one.
Anon or not.